I can not believe that I say goodbye to my 13-year banking career today. Wow. It seems so surreal right now to be closing this chapter of life and beginning anew Monday.
It is a very bittersweet day for me today. I reflect back on my history of banking, the many lessons I learned, the people I encountered, and the expansive knowledge I accumulated. Come Monday morning I get to learn a whole new career.
Life seems to be coming together really nicely now. My stress and worry are completely over and I finally have reached internal peace. It took a very, very long time to get here, but I finally did it. I am finally going after what I genuinely want and deserve. I learned to quit settling and quit accepting mediocre. It is simply amazing at what comes your way and what doors/windows open when you achieve this mentality.
I am beyond grateful for those of you who have stuck by my side this entire time. It has never been an easy task, figuring out my life purpose, but it has finally happened. For the first time in a long, long time I finally know my purpose in this life. Thank you, everyone of you reading this (even those who aren't), for being supportive during this journey. I also want to apologize to those I have wronged during this time. It was never personal, by any means. I just went so long feeling so crappy and useless that I turned into a shell of who I used to be. I became someone who I couldn't even stand, so it truly means a lot to me for those of you still standing by me and who put up with my crap.
My Facebook is messed up right now and I have not been able to login since Monday. I have doubled work production and have accomplished several things without it. Perhaps it is a sign. Either way, no, I did not block anyone or delete anyone (in case you are wondering.) I have no clue when Facebook will be up and running again, but in the meantime you can keep up with me on here or through email; mariannerox@gmail.com
Thanks for reading!
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